KyleAshraf

BIRTHDAY!!

2009-05-10T22:13:00.004+08:00

I finally reached the digit 2..haha....Happy 20th Birthday to ME!! Hehe...Here are the review of my birthday celebration....As it has always been celebrated....I celebrated my birthday and mother's day together....So today, my family and I went to Aunt's house where my grandma also stays....She cooked Nasi Briyani with Ayam masak merah, udang masala, pacheri nenas, dhalcar and pizza (pizza hut)...for lunch....for tea break, we have bihun goreng putih, epok-epok sayur, bubur kachang durian, puteri salat, donuts (donut empire), puffs (delifrance) and not to forget my chocolate ice cream cake frm swensons.....It was a feast.....

So what did i get for my birthday? Hmm....money, money, money....other than that....you can see frm the pics below.....My Chocolate Ice-Cream Cake......

Birkenstock Slipper....One of my 20 wish list...thanks to sarip and kak su....

Chocolates by Khai and Fatin....

Dress shirt by my beloved sister.....
And a collage of pictures of my beloved kids from nadim...made by syahidah representing the others.....thanks korang....sayang korang semue....

To those who wished me...Thank you from the bottom of my heart....sayang korang....luv ya....muackz!!

Wad do i want for my birthday?

2009-04-30T14:36:00.002+08:00

Hmm....Since I'm going to be 20 tiz yr....I shall list down 20 items of wad I want....Haha...

1) Bag (those like dickies kind of back...no colourful...muz be classy...haha...)
2) Shoes to replace my old vans shoes...so muz be like tat ar (my size 11...11 1/2 to be safe...) I suggest lacoste...kwang3....nk yg mahal...
3) running shoes...i juz realise that i dun hav any....muz fashionable oso ar....
4) Black glasses (i nid it for my ns...hah)
5) vintage shirt/t-shirt ( lots of it!! haha)
6) pants (long or 3/4 pants....bermudas oso can...no shorts ar....)
7) Desktop (ya....i dun wan laptop)
8) Cardigan (to replace my old brown padini cardigan...)
9) Birkenstock slipper ala sandal gitu....(fake punye pn tk kisah)
10) A new bedroom...basically a new bed....
11) DVD player....cum cd player....sumtin lyk radio bt cn play dvd....
12) mp3 player or shall i say mp4....
13) an encyclopaedia on x-men/mutants...mahal beb.....at kinokuniya or the wheelock shop there got...
14) A watch....ya......haha...a branded one....klau $5 punye....i got tonnes of it...hahaha
15) A cologne....mine running out soon....haha
16) Money like cash...haha....i can buy anything after tat...hahah
17) Shades...mine da pecah gitu...
18) Colored Contact lens...haha....i tink my degree is 175....
19) Movie marathon...
20) A girlfriend!! Haha...

Well, 20 it is....hmm...i noe some are like impossible....but ya....actually its the sincerity.....hahah

What is wrong with this country?

2009-04-13T21:46:00.002+08:00

Come on....I know that this country was made up from people all over the world....but that was then.....now we already have our own people.....why bring more of foreigners? I mean, I don't mine if they are hot and gorgeous people that can bear us future babies that could finally win us some international pageants.....Haha....But the fact that majority of them are not hot....in fact cold and frozen....Ok....kinda lame....but hey....think about this....me and my friend have a breakfast at a coffeeshop....as everyone knows that I look like a Chinese....I kinda don't mind if they ask me in Mandarin in the beginning....but to my friend too....in Mandarin...which he definitely don't look like Chinese but very so the Malay.....haiz.....luckily we are of this nationality....what if we are foreigners.....Think people....not that I'm ungrateful of their presence......I'm honoured by their presence....some of them are way nicer that our own....but at least have them to speak a language that everyone knows that is English.....esp if they are hired in the service industry.....Peace out.....

Am I up for it...

2009-04-13T21:45:00.001+08:00

Am i up for it?? Will i be a good dance teacher and instructor with an experience like a peanut???

Work till sick

2009-04-13T21:43:00.001+08:00

On the 3rd, 4th, 10th, 11th of April....have been working my ass out cleaning and renovating my 2nd house......that I fell sick like really sick for 3 days......

WTH!!!

2009-04-13T21:40:00.003+08:00

What the hell!!! Both Fuchun and Woodlands Ring Sec deserve the gold way more than some school that receive it!!! Haiz.....Thank God that they got silver....if bronze or cop, aku ketok kepala judge satu per satu....Haha!!.....Well....2 more years.....To Syahidah, Khalisah, Yanty....congrats on the Gold with Honours.....ni Syahidah and Yanty ade harapan untuk jadi penari abang yang baik nih....hahahha

SYF

2009-04-07T21:55:00.002+08:00

My heart and soul is definitely for Seni Melayu and that is why I'm supporting the SYF Malay Dance at NUS UCC. I even say no to relief teaching just to be there watching the SYF. Yesterday I help Zana to doll up the kids from Fuchun Sec. The kids were great and they dance well too!! Boleh dapat Gold or more punye la.....I got a crush on one of the girls too. Haha. But they are way younger than me. Haha. Just now, was there again to support my ex secondary school, Woodlands Ring Sec. Another great performance, and there's high possibility for you guys to bring back history again 4 yrs ago that is Gold with Honours. Tomorrow, most probably will be there again. Below are the kids from Fuchun Sec.

I'm Fat!!!!

2009-04-07T21:54:00.002+08:00

I'm Fat!!!!! People have been telling me that I'm getting fatter. That is why I hate exercising!!! I grew fat when I exercise!!!! How irony is that!!!

Weekends...

2009-04-07T21:40:00.002+08:00

Last Friday and Saturday was super tiring yet super fun as me and my group were busy cleaning up our training room. Slept only 2 hours but oh well. It was worth it. After the cleaning and stuff, me and my group head off to RP to watch Ristari Zaman: Kirana Seni. It was a production by Kirana Seni with special appearance by Yayasan Warisan Johor and an Indon Group. I must say Yayasan Warisan Johor stole the show. They were marveliciously hot!! It gave me chills just by watching them. They are my idols!!! Met Safiah and friends. There to support Nadiah and Abg Eejal.

Awang Belanga: Bingkisan Lama

2009-03-29T22:19:00.002+08:00

Finally, its over. Yesterday was a sweet yet tiring day. 4 shows, 11am, 2pm, 5pm and 8pm of Awang Belanga: Bingkisan Lama of which I don't have any sleep the day before. The process of this play was not that sweet but we manage to pull it off on the very last minute that is on the day itself. The 1st show was actually our 1st full dress rehearsal. Hahah....

I acted at Pak Labi of which my character's wife Mak Labu changed for every show with the same Mak Labu for the 3rd and 4th show with the 1st show Mak Labu is the original one....However, my main character is Pak Kaduk. Hmm...did I do justice to the character? I don't quite think so. But I had fun with the gang which is the Mat Jenin group.

The show went well. In fact this is the best show I've acted in. It was in a way fulfilling with audiences enjoying themselves. Salute to Abg Shuk whom also didn't have any sleep the day before and suffered headaches on the day itself but yet able to give a lot of energy as Awang Belanga for all 4 shows. Ouh yea! I have a 'boyfriend' too!! Haha....

To those who came, thank you so much. Personally, to Adee and family, thanks so much for the support. Glad that you guys enjoyed the show....

AGM!!

2009-03-22T22:50:00.003+08:00

My job as a Programme Manager and all the drama of being one is finally over as yesterday was the passing down ceremony...

The event was overall a well done job....To the people organizing it...Kudos!!

So who are the new main committee for 2009/2010 for Malay Cultural Club?

President: Fahmi
Vice-President: Adee
Haha...I know both of you would be...I have faith in both of you....Good Luck and hope you would do your very best in making MCC a successful and wonderful CCA with the help of your new main committee.

Secretary: Zizi
Expected? No....but ouh well...the one that I hope for is in other post...So the next best is you....so do a good job....commitment is important for you...and your ears and hands are your most valuable assets in meetings...

Logistics: Fauzan
The most unexpected surprise as you are not even an understudy of logistics but seeing you working as an understudy for programmer, I just feel that you are a must in the committee... Although this post is not what you wish for but do a good job with it...I now you can do it...

Programme Manager: Fiza
Public Relations Officer: Dayah
My two gerls....Girl Power...Both of you are my first choice and I got it....Don't disappoint me and I know you won't....I'm sure that you gerls can work with one another just fine...

Treasurer: Kiki
Jangan stress...We believe you can manage the money just well...

Head of Paduka (Dikir boys): Imran
I must say, he's my boy!! Is this the right post for him, no I don't think so as I feel that he is better with other post but I have faith in him leading the group...So you go boy!!

Head of Adiratna (Dikir Girls): Ami
No more tears, ok!! I believe you will do a good job as well!!

Head of Sri Nadi (Drama): Aisha
If Imran is my boy, she is my gerl!! Hidup drama, but don't neglect dance even if you are the head of drama.

Head of Cendekiawan (Language): Nazmi
One of my boy as well!! Don't disappoint me k...Don't break your promise to me...

Head of XPDtari (Dance): Amalina
You are my choice as head of dance, so do a good job k...even though I wasn't in dance anymore, doesn't mean i want to see it go down just like that...so bring it up back gerl!!!

To the new main comm, everyone of you is important to the group. Work hand in hand. This is your new family. I believe in each and everyone of you that you can do the post that you a given a justice. As a promise to Adee, I will help you guys out if I'm needed and free for it....

Hmm....that is the new team of main comm, on that day we also have some small awards ceremony...

Best dress (gerl): Amalina
Macam puteri gunung ledang....sungguh the penari...

Best dress (guy): Hafeez L
He who won 3 years in a row...Hmm...Kurang Asam....aku aru nak menang...but ouh well...I don't expect to win as I got no time to think or buy stuff to wear on that nite....Nevertheless, I'm still hip, cool and fashionably sexy!!

Dedicated Alumni: Kak Illya
Gerl, You slim down....Jambu la!! Your body boleh pass masok victoria's secret tau....Kwang3....

Long Service Member Award: Hafiz S
Why he won? He took the post of logistics for main committee for bloody 3 years...

Member paling kecoh: Eera
Unexpected sungguh...haha...

Well that's AGM 2009...

To my old main committee, It's been lovely working with you guys despite the ups and downs....
President: Hakim
Vice-President: Hafeez L
Secretary: Nadiyah
Treasurer: Adee
Logistics: Hafiz S
Programme Manager: Myself
Programme Officer: Dyla
Head of Adiratna: Safiah
Head of Paduka: Fahmi
Head of Sri Nadi: Fyza
Head of Cendekiawan: Dayah
Head of XPDtari: Hajar

not to forget the assistants...Liyanna, Irma, Kiki

Maju Budaya Melayu!!

Relief Teaching...

2009-03-22T22:28:00.003+08:00

Finally, I got to fell how is it like to be a teacher... I was called to be a relief teacher at Wellington Primary...It was fun although at times got on my nerves dealing with the kids. I guess I'm still new and there's plenty for me to learn how to handle a class. So far I've taken Primary 1 to Primary 5 teaching English, Maths and Science...Wellington Primary was enjoyable. From the vice-principal, to the teachers, canteen vendors till the kids. I've never officially met or talked to the principal so I have no idea how she is like. But I like her dressing though...Vogue!! Haha....

The kids....most of them are like super duper cute that I felt like 'cubit' their cheeks or is it called pinching? haha...oh ya....my english sucks so when I got to know that I will relief for english lessons....Its kinda 'What!!' feeling...hahah.... Apart from them being cute, some were naughty like hell....Even with all the drama, they made my day after all....

So will I be a teacher...99% I will...hahaha....

4.00 for my final semester...

2009-03-22T22:18:00.003+08:00

A full 4.00 for my final semester!!! That is the first and last that I will get a full 4.00 GPA....Its only one module that is why....I got A+....All this thanks to my famiily at Nalco...Abang Indra, Mr. Mark Gough, Kak Nadia, Si Lin and Rayleen....With their help that I got the grade...They are lovely and helpful. Miss them...Hope they have a great time with the new student...Not to forget others like Abang Azman...Abang Malauddin...and the other pakciks....heheh...of which made my stay there enjoyable....despite I lost my wallet and IC there...haha...ouh ya....Kak Diana...the beautiful one...haha...

Not only them...but my grade also thanks to Mr. Wong my liaison officer and the external examiner of whom grade my final report and presentation....that covers 50% of overall grade....

So now, I will graduate with a graduating GPA 3.3265 of which an increase from a cumulative GPA last semester 3.2005....pathetic increase of 0.1 but I'm still thankful....With a gold in CCA...I think I will graduate with an acceptable all round graduate...hehe

Ambil kau!!

2009-03-22T22:08:00.002+08:00

Ya...Ya....I know my blog is like way outdated....you know I'm not a Language person but a maths and science and fashionista guy....So I kinda lazy to write or type stuff...haha....design...no problem...write...no no....well....I've now kinda so called graduated from Ngee Ann Polytechnic with a diploma in Chemical and Biomolecular Engineering....with a GPA of 4.00 for my final semester of which I'm sure most of my friends got the same GPA too....However, my graduating GPA is only 3.3265....a bit disappointing as I was hoping at least 3.5 but oh well....I got low GPA for my previous semester so its kinda expected....

Well enough about my grades...So what am I doing right now? I'm currently a relief teacher....base at Wellington Primary...the kids were great.... apart from that, I'm involved in a drama production organized by Millennia Institute which will be staged on this Saturday entitled Awang Belanga: Bingkisan Lama....I played Pak Kaduk (main) and Pak Labi (minor)....

I also enrolled myself in Sri Warisan basic malay dance class....

All this while waitng for my enrolment for NS...of which I'm not looking forward to but oh well...its neccessary to go...I hope to be enrolled like in late December?? in CD or Police....no army pleassseeee.....hahaha....

I guess thats a summary for updates....they will be a detailed one soon....

Updates....

2009-01-13T17:07:00.002+08:00

Well...today is the 13th of January...half a month past 2009 and I've yet to update anything....so let's make it short....

1)Weekend getaway..a last minute thingy to Batam...with Sarip, Abg Wan, Kak Diana, Abg Mok, Cikgu Mardiana, Abg Nidzam....had a great trip!! Bought a bag which now I love it so much....will definitely go there again someday...bought keychains for my daras and terunas of BSN.

2)Watch Twilight with Kak Su, Sarip, Abg Wan, Abg Ramdan, Asilah, Kak Diana, Farhana, Abg Khai and Mahfuz....Did I miss anyone...klau termiss sorry je la eh...Then they hang out for Sheesha with Ali, Khai, Jay....but I went back and Sarip, Melor and Kak Su went to Vivo to celebrate Kak Su birthday with her sista....Happy Belated Gerl!!

3)Bisikan Nadim Post-Mortem: At Bukit Batok CSC....Received a medal, poster, notebook and money (yet to receive)...harap2...ag byk la ye...kwang3....then head for bowling and eat at this lestari hawker where I ate hotplate chicken rice, fried chicken and fries and bird's nest for drink......too many till my stomach felt bloated. Head to Coffee Bean at West Mall where I act like a dumb idiot by being the slowest person to get jokes and tricks.....I had lots of fun even though I'm in the process of recovery from my wierd sickness since 30th December.....

To my adiks from BSN esp my Daras.....even though there is nothing more about BSN related events....we can still keep in touch....and I'm open to be your listening ear if you guys have any problems....same goes to the terunas and my little ones....hehe..Chey! Step abg tue mane aku ni....

4)Went to watch Bedtime Stories with Sarip on Sunday since Abg Wan and Kak Su couln't make it.

5) Went to IKEA and Queenstown Shopping centre on the Friday if I'm not wrong...we were the noisiest on our way home in the bus....Biasela....Sarip ade....haha.....asked Kak Su and Abg Wan but they couldn't make it as well.

6) On the Sunday, Abg Wan and myself celebrate Adik Khai BSN's birthday with the Jay and gerl, Mahfuz and Gerl, Fatin and friend, Ali and friend and Khai's beloved Humaira....we asked to other seniors but masing2 cnnt make it....

7) Went to Jurong Point with Abg Wan, Sarip, Abg Fai, Abg Shuk and Kak Shahani....Abg Shuk and Kak Shahani went off earlier....met Sofea, one of my dara along the way and met Afiq from Khilaf who joined us till we go off on our separate ways....

8) And now....I'm writing this while I'm doing my OT till 8pm.....so ya.....Pictures?? Will upload it later....cable tkde ar beb....hehehe...SHORT??? I guess NOT!! Haha

ADIOS!!

2008-12-25T12:10:00.002+08:00

Today is 25th December, Christmas Day and I'm at work. 4days after Bisikan Nadim and I still can't get rid the the family....On Monday, although tired and sleepy, I still went out to meet Kak Su, Abg Wan, Abg Fairuz, Sarip and Fairuz's friends just because I couldnt get rid of the Nadim fever.... We went back home at 12++ and during the gathering, we keep on saying, at this time, we were doing which scenes of BSN....haiz.....ouhya....we saw familiar faces and his girlfriend who is also a familiar face....Kwang3....Ouhya...saw Abg Arab and Abg Sap on the way too....

On Tuesday, I said I want to stay at home but in the end went out again with Abg Wan, Sarip, Kak Shahani, Abg Harshad, Abg Nidzam, Diana and Abg Mok.

On Wednesday, finally went back home after half day work.....and went to BBQ with family and cousins at Kranji Reservoir. It was raining and chaotic but fun....Ouhya....early tat day, I got Christmas presents from 2 of my colleagues....My boss gave me present too but it was advance gift before he went back to London to celebrate Christmas. How cool is that....

And today, I will be out again later with my BSN family to watch twilight......Hooray...

Thats about all....Adios!!

Love you all to the max.....May sound pervertic but if I can kiss all of you....I will kiss!!! Haha Muackz!!

No more Bisikan Nadim....

2008-12-23T13:10:00.003+08:00

Bisikan Nadim is now over. To me, it was a great show especially our last 3 out of 4 shows. The first show was not that good as honestly, it was our 1st full run ever. This is my 2nd time acting in theatre of which the first was KHILAF But this is the 1st time ever to cry due to separation. No longer meeting everyday, eat, laugh, dance and bitching.....To me all of them are like my family especially the teens and kids. I missed them even though it has been only 2 days.....To the production/preparation team, job well done to all of us to have done lots of stuff in a short time. To Kak Su and Kak Shahani, thanks for working with us for the choreography.

To my girls, job well done and I'm proud of you all. They are Fatin, Khalisah, Ainie, Susie, Farah, Umairah, Raihana, Hadhirah, Shikin, Sofea, Eliana and Syahidah. You girls have developed so much from hopeless to hopefuls, from caterpillar to butterfly and from rose buds to blossoming roses. Thanks for having me as your main choreographer/in-charge. And sorry if I was too bitchy, fierce or sarcastic to you people. Not with bad intention but of good intention.

To the original Bahtera boys, job well done and proud of you as well. They are Mahfuz, Jay, Khai, Hamka, Firdaus, Qayyum, Hilmi, Jumali and Haziq Danial. I've seen all of you grown and got closer to all of you although I'm not the in-charge of your group.

To the kids, they are cute and like my daughters and sons. If I can hug and kiss them non stop, I will...Haha.

I wish I had more time to spend with all of you but couldn't due to work.

For my pedagang gang, Hafiz, Abg Arab, Abg Khai, Rifdi....job well done despite last minute changes. We rock the scene!!

To my todakers, Haha, Asilah, Fatin, Susie, Farah, Raihana, Khalisah, Syahidah....job well done even though we didn't rock it most of the time but we did give it all, didn't we??

To the rest, thanks for the effort, commitment and determination that you have given to this production and that thanks for the friendship made....

Love you all and will miss you all...Do keep in touch thro' msn, friendster, facebook or sms or even meet ups for movies, outings, lunch, dinner and so on.....
Gosh! I'm going to cry again.....

2008-12-13T11:26:00.002+08:00

My upcoming show will be on the 20th and 21st of December 2008. And that will be Bisikan Nadim to be held at Victoria Theatre. Although this time, I do not have that of a big role as compared to my previous show, I am one of the choreographer. Basically, I was assigned to choreographed the girls step. Although, I'm not alone but with the help of Kak Su and Kak Shahani who is in-charge of the kids and guys respectively.

My girls. What can I say, girls. Haha. They are definitely playful and have everything to say to everything. Had them run for mistakes made and do the steps over and over again. I might sound to be cruel but honestly, it was for their own good. Well, it works. Yesterday, we have a run through for secarik song. They were horrible in the beginning, but they were not yesterday. I was smiling and proud of them. From stiff to not...But there are lots of improvement that can be done like their smiles and singing.

To my girls, don't give up. Show and prove to me and people that you can do it and I believe that you can. Don't worry to those who think that we will not be contacting after the show ends. I promise to all of you, my adik-adiks that you guys can contact me anytime but not when I'm asleep la...haha....like msn or friendster....ok....

In all, I had a great time with this production so far even though have a dislike to some people's attitude, but I met a whole lot more of great people.....they kids and teens just make me smile even though I'm bloody tired.....I love kids...they are all like my younger bro n sis....n child?? hahah....macam aku ni tue sgt gitu....hahah....

Hope it will be a good and better show as compared to my previous show. Insyallah...Amin....

2008-12-13T11:18:00.002+08:00

BISIKAN NADIM is a semi-musical performance that tells the touching story of a clever little boy who had taught the Raja of Singapura how to get rid of the thaousands of swordfish that were ravaging the inhabitants and beaches of Singapore. BISIKAN NADIM is a melting pot of Malay Culture, literary values, language richness and artistic styles.

With Yazid Bin Hussein as the key scriptwriter and Mokther Haji Hashim as the director, this musical promises a feast of dance, music and songs that is sure to captive the hearts of audiences old and young.

So, hurry up and buy your tickets now!! To buy the tickets, log on to http://www.bisikannadim08.blogspot.com/

My sister's graduation concert

2008-11-19T15:00:00.008+08:00

Yes indeed. This is way outdated event. It was my sister's Kindergarten Graduation concert. It was held at Republic Polytechnic's Cultural Theatre on November 1st. It was a rush for me as I was working from 11am to 1pm followed by my drama meeting till 5pm but since the concert starts at 5pm, I took off at 4pm. My sister danced to a malay song Malam Pesta Muda-Mudi and finale song of Om Shamti Om.

It was a great show as it was performed by 6 yr old kids. Some dance their hearts out. I like 2 of the boys that performed. They shake their butts better than Shakira...Haha....Just like my sister....I might sound crazy....but I dun mind match make either one of them with my sister...haha....Here are some pictures and a glimpse of my sister dancing.....boleh tahan kaku jugak la.....Ouh! By the way she was sick that day....although she don't look sick while dancing....but she vomitted twice after the show when we went for dinner. And the make-up is not nice though....

How old is old?

2008-11-02T09:28:00.002+08:00

How old is old or rather to be classified under elderly that we should give up our seat at public transports to them???? Well, in my opinion there's no such thing that you need to give your seats to elderly....If pregnant lady I understand or a person with a child, I understand too but elderly??? I mean if they can go out on their own wear thick make-up like as if they want to do a show, wear trendy stuff...some even show cleavages even though everywhere is saggy, why can't they afford to stand in public transport??? If you were to say that they gonna wobble and lose balance, tired legs....Hell, I sometimes do to....My balancing sucks and at times I do have cramps at legs.....All of us do at times...AGAIN, stereotypical....what! you think youngsters don't have cramps is it???? not tired is it????

My dream girl....

2008-11-01T12:12:00.002+08:00

Haha... if previously, people would ask me whether if I'm gay, now people ask me what type of girl am I looking for. Hmm....well, I'm sure everyone wants the best but in reality, you can't have it all perfect as you yourself are not a perfect human being yourself. Well, what I'm going to write is the perfect one....of course exceptions is always welcomed.

Fair or Tanned or Dark: Would prefer fair but if dark or tanned, I would not mind either provided that they are sweet. I like Hindustani skin-toned like Aishwarya Rai, Priyanka Chopra etc. and Indonesian like Bunga Citra Lestari, Sherina Munaf etc. Haha....I dun mind having dark if they are hot like Tyra Banks, Jessica White, Noemie, Halle Berry and Liya Kebede.

Skinny or Fat: Neither. Haha...I like CURVES, not bony and definitely not potato-sack like fat. Women are known for their curves. If bony, I rather have some skeleton doll, if fat, I rather have my bolster. Lolz....

Tall or short: Definitely not taller than me. But would prefer tall like minimum 160 to about 173 as I',m 177...hahah

Clever or not: Hmm, not a matter as long as she has a nice heart cause I know I dun have the nicest heart around...hehe

Others: My girl definitely have to know how to dress. Materialistic? I dun mind but dun expect me to pay!! Haha. Well, you can look good in cheap stuff too you know so why waste money? But once in a blue moon, not a problem at all....I do it too....Hahah.....She also have to be kind, generous, polite especially to elderly cause I'm not good at it....Loves kids coz I wanna have lots of it....not too many la but around 4?? Hehe...At least 2 though...if can I want to have twins like a boy and a girl...haha....She definitely have to know how to do housework...Well, not that I cannot do myself but hey, I can't be doing everything myself right??? She for sure need to know how to cook coz I've been living with good foods everyday....Hahah...She must not be dominating or easily jealous or kuat merajuk or naggy....I prefer to be the naggy one....Haha....and I'm not good or even scared when girls merajuk or cry...that's the worst...she have to be manja as I'm one myself....Haha....but she must not be manja to everyone la.....if not why be my lady right??? haha....She have to be sporting....dun mind adventures and upbeat....easily to too....and I'm not a good talker....but a good listener (I hope)....Haha.....Hmm...did I miss anything??? Ouh Ya....no butch....coz I'm not any tough guy remember??? Haha....I like elegance, poise and sweet....hehehe......

Aren't I too much???? Lolz....as always...open to exceptions....if we are meant to be together as arranged by Allah, we will.....Lolz.....

MCC Jalan Raya

2008-11-01T11:59:00.003+08:00

I know this is a week due post but so what...hahah!! Anyway last Saturday, my CCA, NP Malay Cultural Club went for our Hari Raya Outing. Around 60 people, 10 hours, 10 houses, 1 gigantic bus and 6 escort bikes...Hahah...As one of the organizer, I would like to thank all those who supported this event from the bottom of my heart. I hope you will give us the same support or even more for the upcoming events. Here are some pics, more can be found under mediagalleries.

The Programme Manager(Me) and Program Officer(Dhilah)

The Main Committee of NPMCC without Adee the treasurer

Me, a Chinese look-alike and a Chinese for real...in our CCA that is MALAY Cultural Club.

98% of those who went for the event excluding the photographers....

Raya outing with theatre frens...

2008-10-26T14:29:00.003+08:00

Well, last saturday and sunday, I went for my first raya outing that was with my theatre frens. I had a great time. We did crazy stuff that I never did before. Met new people of which some I'm not quite like and some I do. Haha....Well, here are glances of the pics taken and more can be found through the link below and my link under mediagalleries. And not forgetting...the video....

Me tell all...

2008-10-14T19:39:00.002+08:00

Just beware that this is going to be a long post and that hope you people out there change your way of thinking regarding this matter.

I decided to write about this as I'm getting sick about people misjudging me and keep asking me things like, "You like girls don't you?" or "Are you gay?". It just pissed me off!!

Just because I dressed well (most of the time), does it mean that I'm a gay? Just because I'm a softie, does it mean that I'm a gay? Just because I wear pink shirts, does it mean that I'm a gay? Just because I walk like as if I'm walking on a runway show, does that mean I'm a gay? Just because I have a high-pitched voice, does it mean that I'm a gay? Just because I'm very particular about the way I look, does that mean I'm a gay? Just because I don't favour sports, does it mean I"m a gay? Just because I like and good at what girls usually do, does it mean that I'm a gay? Well, I am a gay if you people out there are conservative and immature and back-dated. Don't be stereotypical people!! WAKE UP!!

Well, I'm not gay!! I'm METROSEXUAL!! There's a difference!! Go check your bloody dictionary if you don't know!! I'm proud to be a METROSEXUAL!! Rather than havin unshaved armpit hairs, don't bathe but yet still wears sleeveless shirts and hanging on the railbar exposing the hairs in a public place!! (Does this resembles a straight guy?)GROSS!! Honestly, there's no difference between a gay and a straight guy. Any guy regardless of their sexual orientation can be anything that I've mention in the previous paragraph.

I don't deny that I have gay friends, lesbian friends, I'm an open person....they are still human beings....in fact, they are great people!! Ouh, and I'm popular among them too!! Haha!! Hey! I'm honoured ok....Just like David Beckham said, "I'm very honored to have the tag of gay icon these days. Maybe it's things like (the fact) I like to look after myself, I like to look smart and presentable most of the time." And it's exactly what I feel too...If you think all that qualities = GAY, then open your eyes wide and big!! Most gays out there love sports and have great body....there are gays out there who doesn't even have 1% of fashion sense, and there are gays out there bloody manly and macho!! Do I need to f*** some pussy, smoke, drink, rides a bike, have a tattoo, to be recognised as a straight guy??? Let me tell you this!! Go f*** yourself!! So stop being stereotypical!!

Another thing is, there's this guy told me, "If you don't drink or smoke, you are not a guy." If I'm a rude asshole, I would say, " F*** you immature old pig!! What kind of mindset do you have? It's the millenium dude, not some rural 1950s era!! So when a woman smoke, it means that she's a guy? What a stupid comment to make!!" Due to respect and not wanting unnecessary commotion, I decided not to argue and went off.

Ouh yea, I kinda nearly forgotten about this....Is it wrong to adore your own gender or comment on your own gender's attractiveness?? If you see a charming, muscular, tall, attractive guy walking beside an ugly lady...would you still say ouh, the guy is ugly....and look at her...she's hot!! Unless you are blind....only then you would say like that....Again, grow up people!! Be it your own gender or the opposite...an object...or scenerey etc.....if its attractive, why do you have to be scared to comment....its the fact...and its your opinion....Unlike if I'm surrounded by Alessandra Ambrosio, Gisele Bunchen, Tyra Banks, Heidi Klum....For sure 1000% I'll say, they're HOT!! Mama mia!!

Well, I've tried to change to be more "macho" or "manly". But it just don't work. I felt so not me and I felt like cheating myself and other people for who I am. And also felt like I'm like caged or something like that. So yea!!

Does all these comments keep appearing because I'm still single and available??? What to do! Not my fault that no girls are interested at me....Well, not to say that there's no one.....but its not a 2 way thing....its either I like the girl but she don't or the girl likes me but I don't..... I wish I have a girlfriend....but guess it's not my time yet!! So girls out there, if you're interested in me, tag me...haha....just be aware that I'm like what they say "GAY"!! Well, want my number, feel free to ask too...lolz.....promoting own self huh?? lolz

So here's the summary. I'm not gay but gay-friendly, I'm a proud METROSEXUAL, DON'T JUDGE PEOPLE BY THEIR APPEARANCE AND BEHAVIOUR and MIND YOUR BLOODY OWN BUSINESS!! Gays, lesbians, trans, addicts...they are all humans....there's isn't a need to ostracize them....Just like straight people...there are good and bad ones...so yea....that's about it.....Hell yea!! Its your bloody mouth...I can't mute them....Call me anything you want....Only myself and God knows who I really am. But at least grow up and be more open to new things....

Zapin is the best...

2008-10-11T14:20:00.004+08:00

Some of you might know or don't that I was first introduced to Malay Dance through the dance of Zapin when I was in Sec 3. We achieved Gold with Honours for SYF 2005 with that dance. I became a fan of Zapin ever since. Here I would like to share a great dance of Zapin performed by
Yayasan Warisan Johor. Superb....you have to watch it!! I'd watched over 10 times!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=47x9v0LR7YY

Hari Raya Celebrations....

2008-10-11T14:12:00.003+08:00

Hmm....it has been almost 2 weeks of Hari Raya....Half Way done with the visiting of relatives' houses. It has been a fun and glamorous celebration for me...Well, coming up will be 2 raya outing....one with my cca, Malay Cultural club and another would be my theatre friends....Below are some pics....for more, go to mediagalleries....

Selamat Hari Raya....

2008-10-01T10:31:00.002+08:00

Sebulan sudah Ramadhan berlalu, kini pula Syawal menjelma....Saya ingin menyusun sepuluh jari jemari memohon maaf dari hujung rambut ke hujung kaki....

To all my friends and families, fans ke kalau ade....hehe, saya ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya, maaf zahir dan batin sekiranye ada kesilapan yang telah saya lakukan...hope all of you be it Mulims or not, have a great fun out there...

3 kg lost....more to lose but bet the opposite that I will get...haha.....

Scotland's Chocolates

2008-10-01T10:27:00.002+08:00

First, a welcome give from my boss....and now chocolates from my supervisor after his outstation at Aberdeen, Scotland....am I lucky or what....it's only 1 month....Hehe

Iftar at Darul Ma'wa

2008-10-01T10:05:00.003+08:00

Last Saturday, I went to iftar at Darul Ma'wa with Safiah and Naj and lot more of which most of them are chatters from Alamak.com. We had lots of food such as Canadian Pizza, Nasi Ayam, bubur, donuts, fruits, kuih and brownies. Super delicious!! After iftar, we brought the junior residents of the home to Geylang for shopping. I took 2 kids. They were great!! Must say that I miss them.... After went shopping at Geylang, we head back to the residence and went to play mercun or fire crackers if that is the correct translation....After that we watched Wujud 2.....guess what, myself and a few others heard something that the rest didn't hear....Only 3 of us that heard it....it was a women shrieking....bulu roma naik beb....well, wujud 2 is a true ghost story.....well, it was only the beginning.....went back at 12.3oam as my friend's Dad give me a ride home. Glad we didn't finish the story....below are some pictures, more pics can be found at my folder under mediagalleries or Safiah's multiply....

MCC Main Comm Iftar 08

2008-10-01T09:50:00.003+08:00

Last Wednesday, myself and other main committee of NPMCC went iftar at Resto Surabaya located at Lucky Plaza. We ate food such as Udang Krames, Ayam Penyet, Empal Goreng, Ayam Bakar and drinks such as Teh Sosro, Es Doger, Es Soda Gembira and much more. The food were delicious but expensive as the portion were small. Haha. I had a great time as it was my sewel mood. To those who do not come, you miss the fun beb!! Haha.....Here are some pics, more pics can be found at Safiah's multiply, Dayah's multiply but those with my face in it can be found in my folder under mediagalleries.

Sunday at work and updates

2008-09-21T08:44:00.004+08:00

Today is Sunday and I'm all alone at work....haha...yup. Overtime. Doing an experiment all by myself and its now the 3rd week of my attachment. Glassware broke up till now is 3....Hahah....Bloody tired especially if there's dance training after work....It will be last performance with XPDtari on the 25th unless that we will perform the same dance at esplanade. Am I going to stop dancing? No! I might be dancing other genres like tango, modern or whatsoever or I might join a group outside. Well, I'm not that of a good dancer anyway and I'm blur king....Hhaha.

I'm still clueless on when I will get my first pay.....Hahah

Well, last Friday, NPMCC organise an iftar. The amount of turn-ups was kinda dissapointing especially from one group. (you noe hu u r). To those hu came, Thanks lot....To the iftar main comm, job well done....to the programmers, I'm proud of you guys.....le ganti tempat aku la nie....hahah.....to the publicatio side, its not your fault for the low turn-up......so don't blame yourself....I think the publication were good.

Yesterday, I had dance training from 9am to 1100am....bloody tiring but finally the choreography is done with....and I broke my tempurung....hahaha.....after which, I help to volunteer as a mosque at jurong....forgot what was its name....well, felt bad of leaving the activities halfway but since all my friends went back half way, I followed them....or else I'll be bloody clueless, lonely and feeling wierd....hahah....felt guilty though.....sorry ha to the people there...you guys were cool imams!!!! hahaha

Today, after work I will be going back home and a lot of stuff need to be done.....washing toilets, clean the windows, baking kuih.....haiz.....no rest sia...bloody tired......

So yup....till later...

Hey wait....I forgot, to those that miss me...I miss y'all too.... Hahah
And ya...I got my results back.....it's not that good but hey, I'm still thankful to God but just hoping if I can apply to any local uni...but anyways still in dilemma on what path should I choose....that is...to go into the fashion world or the education world....any suggestions?? but to continue my current area of studies....no no way!!

And now.....it's done...for the updates....ciaoz!!

xoxo
Kyle Ashraf
hip, cool & fashionably sexy

Sunday at work and updates

2008-09-21T08:44:00.001+08:00

Updates....

2008-09-16T12:31:00.004+08:00

Hey all...have been busy with my attachment, cca, iftars and making of kuih raya.

Most of the updates will be about last saturday....
Well, I had dance training from 0900 to 1200 where I had my very 1st blister on my right knee.
Then, lepak at mcc clubhouse as I was waiting the right time to go to Geylang to buy my baju kurung. Initially, intend to go with Zara but she was packed with her activities, then I called Abg Khai....he was fine at first but decided not to go when I intend to with Sarip and Kak Su. So while waiting for them to finsh their training for Nadim, I waited at Clubhouse till 5.45pm......well, since nothin is going on for me, I helped Adiratna for their make-up for their performance at Kampung Melayu at 8pm that day. After beautify them, I went to Bukit Timah CC to meet Kak Su and Sarip.

Upon reaching there, plan changes...not much but just that we are bukaing with Abang Mok at Toa Payoh. o they were deciding where to eat. I was hoping some food court or fast food restaurant but ended up eating at Swensons. Yup! Swensons! Bloody expensive for me at that time as I was fighting with my money....Haha....So I ordered Clam Chowder and Ice Blended Coffee Caramel....I was full....When we were about to went off, I took out my money but Kak Su and Sarip say "nevermind....kite blanje...." I was bloody happy!!! Who don't when people give you a treat!! If I knew, I would have ordered a more expensive dish!! Kwang3....

We then proceed to Geylang...reached at about 8.30pm....we went shopping and shopping......it was 11.00pm....I got worried as it exceeds my personal and my parents curfew.....but keep going on with them....btw its with addition of SArip's mum and bro and Kak Su's mum. Haha....So in the end, I went back at 1am.....due to the wait for Sarip's dad, who dropped me at my house.....at 1.41am....hahah...bloody tried......but still continue awake till sahur...but then sleep till like forever.....nak buat kuih pn tak jadi./....hahaha...

i guess this is a long post....adios!!!

xoxo
kyleashraf
hip,cool&fashionablysexy

2 weeks.....

2008-09-12T12:18:00.002+08:00

Ola....have been busy with my attachment...bloody tired.....after work, break fast then go tarawih if not make kuih....after tarawih sleep...next day, wake up, sahur, prepare to go to work....wah....like no life sia....but i'm sure it will be ok after ramdhan.....schedule gonna be super pack.....

i have like 3 iftar comin....
raya outin...like lots...performance on the 25th sep.....super busy and my body started to give way.....hope i wont get sick...not during my working days...or i shall say never.....up till 14th feb...hahaha

my attachment, its for 2 weeks now....22 weeks to go.....was great.....getting use to lab stuff....learn a lot.....re-learn more to say....coz i never remember stuff...haha...receive a gift from my boss....haha...how nice, my trainer were great...n my supervisor is cool......yup...4 of us only.....hahaha...but i'm still kinda feel scared around my boss...haha,.....have been always like this with the higher authority.....

well thats about for now....well, having break from work rite now....hahaha

2008-09-03T13:10:00.002+08:00

Hey all! It's my 3rd day of attachment. Today, I broke my first glassware...hope it will be the last. I also had my first scolding. Hey, not my fault if my trainer don't tell me and I do it. What I did? Haha...It's secret....And btw, one of the HR here at my workplace is bloody gorgeous but I bet she's older than me though. Haha. Cheers!!

xoxo
Kyle Ashraf
hip,cool&fashionablysexy!!

First day of attachment....

2008-09-01T18:48:00.002+08:00

Well, today is my first day of attachment. I already had to do an experiment. Too much for me to grasp in one day but so far I'm able to cope with it. My supervisor, manager and big boss are great people. Haha....Wish I'm able to go through this 6 months with a brain like a sponge....HAHAHA

Salam Ramadhan...

2008-09-01T18:45:00.002+08:00

Again, its kinda late but I'm here to wish all Muslims especially my friends and families Salam Ramadhan. May all of us have the courage and patience to endure everything that might come. Hope that this month be meaningful for all of us.

Happy Teacher's Day!!

2008-09-01T18:41:00.002+08:00

Even though its late, I would still like to wish all teacher's a Happy Teacher's Day!!

To all my teachers, thanks for everything that you have thought me and make me the person I am today.

To my NIE friends, hope you will hav a wonderful journey as an educator and be a great teacter respected by your students.

2008-08-31T22:57:00.006+08:00

Memories of KHILAF 2008...

2008-08-26T20:00:00.000+08:00

Well, now that KHILAF is over....I'm thoroughly bored to death....spending my day watching movies and videos....haha....miss them so much....

KHILAF...ends

2008-08-25T21:02:00.002+08:00

finally....its over....happy that i no longer need to go for training everyday and went back home late nitez....but i miss the times we were all together....

here it goes....

kak su: thanks for teaching me some make-up tips....it makes me a better make-up artist...and your hardwork in finding all the props...the dance steps....thanks a lot....kebiolan mu....i like....but klau garang....mcm singa....hahah

kak shahani: again for the props...thanks so much.....walaupun ppl tease u as "telephone berdering"....i stil dun c tat in u...so haha...gd job as ramlah....

abg ramdan and asilah: hmm...nothin much to say bt good job in the work done and be part of my circle of friends or even one of the close ones....take care of yourselves and rest well and get well soon....be more carefull nex time aitez?!

farhana and rushdi: Thanks for giving such a great ambience to the stage with your expertise in lights and sound. To farhana, garang nye maintain ar.....kalah singa sey....haha

sarip: diana ross singapore.....nice to know you as a fren.....rambut maintain....job well done....despite all the pressure and stress....

diyana and abg harshad: rokiah and tengku murad.....bravo!! to diyana....bapok ke ...pondan ke as what they may call you because of your voice, i still like your acting...impressed me since the first time i saw it...so bitchy.....i like...haha....to harshad....even though u're not the actual actor, u bring justice to the character.....garang.......haha...

azyan: good old times...and you're a great actress....

abg fairuz: rosman.....job well done.....thanks for being the teacher for the guys dance step....hahah....and you noe, u still nid to do one thing ryte???? hahah

abg shukri: the biggest guy in the cast.....the joker.....haha....like your jokes....and you are the one that makes me comfy during my first time for practice....and....i like your voice when you became iman when kite semue sembahyang jemaah....sedap telinga mendengar...

abg nash: the guy with lots of praises due to his nice voice that suits the 50s era really well....a great dancer as well....gelek...tk le angkat....anyway...c ya arnd...skola kite sbela je kn....haha

kak izan, kak melati and kak bayah: the 3 havoc girls......dunno kak melati tat well....but to kak izan, thanks for the wierd out of the sudden question and also be my dance partner... to kak bayah....thanks for being concerning....and also thanks for the ride that day....

abg eejal: i must say that we owe lots to you....the songkok, shirt....and transportation of props and also my trip back home.....i had a great time of my life sitting at the back of the lorry....and becoming the hairstylist for the guys and also sharing some traditional songs with me.....thanks big time....

zara bangs: gorgeous or not.....u're still great!! n ur family too....thanks for the concern and being the closest under 20 fren of mine.....n ur dad's van is just superb.....i slept for both trips....hahah...

abg khai: well...this guy is the most respected guy i've known....he gave me encouraging words...he made me solat which i would not have care to do it while in practice....i regard him just like my big brother and will always be.

abg wan and abg mok: thanks for giving me the opportunity for involving in this production....

to the rest that i did not mention, thanks for being there with me....

to all, once again thanks for having me....i had lots of great memories with you guys...klau tersalah silap, kasar bahasa, tunjuk attitude....harap dimaafkan.....have to say that i don't regret joining this production even though i join alone and was expecting to be just in the chorus group...i love all of you from the bottom of my heart....will miss all of you...do stay in touch people.....and be hip, cool and fashionably sexy....

xoxo
Kyle Ashraf

2008-08-25T20:21:00.000+08:00

Finally!!! Both Exams and KHILAF is over.....will not miss the exams but for sure will miss my people of KHILAF....love them lots....Stay tune for next post....more on KHILAF!!

2008-08-20T23:57:00.002+08:00

Well, I guess I have to clear this once and for all....

Well, I will be playing a character for my upcoming production that requires me to wear singlet. It affects my mood badly. Well, I'm suffering from nudophobia. I'm afraid of showing my skin to people. That is why I never change clothes in front of lots of people even though everyone in that room are guys which by right it should be of no problem. Even at home, I wear bathrobe after bathing. Easy to say I'm self-conscious. And this is one of the reason I went for counselling while I'm in secondary school and unfortunately it still exist till now. I kept thinking that I'm ugly and when people see me, I felt that something is wrong somewhere. That also explains why I took time doing myself up before going out from my house. Sometime, I even went in and out of house changing clothes just because I felt that it doesn't match or it doesn't look good on me. Well, sometimes I don't give a damn about it but only because I have no time, my clothes are being washed.

I dunno how am I to survive in the army. The only result to cure is for me to have a superhot body which I need someone to help me as there is no way I'm motivated enough to do it on my on. So anyone to help me out there???? HAHAHA....

Even so I can't have a superhot body in like 2 days time....SO NO SINGLET!!!! got it????

2008-08-20T00:52:00.002+08:00

Sorry....I'm suppose to write this entry like 2 days ago but my home connection have been giving me problems lately but it has now recovered.....

Well, first and foremost...I would like to apologize to those that I have given attitude action lately especially to my KHILAF members.....Well, not that I intend to do it but its just stressful for me as a lot of things have been going on lately....the intenseness to KHILAF big day....my exams and also the thought of wearing a singlet as part of my role!! (most stressful and phobia and depressing!!) ...the thought of it just weakens me and brought all my spirit down the drain.....You know, I'm not some superhunk with super abs.....I mean...if I have it, even being naked I don't mind.....OOPS!! obscene....haha....

2008-08-15T11:36:00.002+08:00

Yet again, yesterday, I had training for KHILAF....it was a better training....by right, I heard that the BI*CH will be coming down but she didn't...I guess she got stuck in some "longkang"....not only that, the director also went to details, tackling our mistakes in depth which is much better and what I think should be done every practice...(I know there isn't a lot of time for it).....

After practice, some of us went to eat at Al-Ameen and some went home...I wanted to go and eat but thinking about what time I'll be reaching home and my mum nagging....I decided not to go....my mum cooked anyway.....So I went home, with intention to watch something online....but my connection gave me problems....so I went to sleep.....at 1am.....earliest that I'd slept since days....hahah

adios!!

xoxo
Kyle Ashraf
hip,cool&fashionably sexy

2008-08-13T16:02:00.002+08:00

Ok....juz bare with me.....this post gonna be a bit vulgar.....ok...here it goes.....

yesterday yet again i had training for KHILAF......as per normal its bloody tiring.....i'm not a bloody actor so its kinda reluctant for me to do my scene over and over again...not complaining just that its frustrating that I don't meet the expectation of the director.....as I said I'm not a bloody actor....I have to tell...I think this is my first and my last acting for theatre.....hahaha....well...in the first place, I volunteered just to be a dancer which I don't mind doing it for 24/7....coz I love it.....

not so vulgar is it...here it is....

yesterday there's this girl who just came for training....and she act so divaish....motherf**ker....who the f**k she think she is!!! Ci b**!! We had the longest warm up....while she stand there thinking as if she's pretty which is totally opposite....in fact she looks like some....shit!! I know that the warm up is for our own good......but its the way she carry it out disgust the hell out of me!!

well i'm a person who do work....so if people were demanding and act bitchy and said stuff i didn't do.....the more slacker i'll be.....hey at least the comment that they made are relevant now!!

ya.....trust me....i'll curse her badluck someday....

Cheating....

2008-08-08T13:08:00.002+08:00

Hmm....today has been quite a bad day for me partly because I'm bloody tired and kinda feel sick (not lovesick) and need to wake up super early for the bloody module of mine at 8.00am.... luckily there's a test if not I don't give a damn about coming for it. And ya....the test includes everything that she taught.....WTF!! Might as well call it exam!!! A nd as usual I'm not fully prepared for it coz I simply don't have the time for revision or rather too tired for it....Yesterday, reached home around 11.30pm....wash up and eat my dinner until about 12.15am.....eyes were heavy but have to continue my revision.....not even 1 chapter done, and I'm dead not knowing when it was as when I woke up that is at 6.00am, it was in the same condition as before. My laptop was on and my notes were all over.

Ya...back again to today's event....during the test, my whole class decided to kinda cheat!!! and some really did!!! WTF!!! I mean, I rather fail with my integrity still intact rather than pass with cheating!! Sad....

And later, I will have KHILAF training again...and today I'm in no mood at all coz two of my so called group members will not be coming.....So low morale....haiz....

KHILAF...

2008-08-08T13:03:00.002+08:00

I've said this before and I will said it again....

There will be an upcoming production by NTU/NIE MLCS and Thumbprint Production, KHILAF.
It will be on the 23rd August 2008. Even though it is a Malay show, non-malays are welcomed to watch as there will line by line subtitle. It will be held at Kreta Ayer Theatre and the tix cost $12 for students which applied only at the 5.00pm show that is the matinee show. The gala show will be at 8.00pm and the tix cost $20 and not $25.

Do come and support us!!!

current crush...

2008-08-03T22:48:00.004+08:00

well....here's an update on my love life....kwang...kwang...kwang.....

i got to know this girl...i shall not tell you from where....

she's sweet, cute....looks innocent...dunno if she really is...oops!!

she's younger than me and definitely shorter then me....

i will soon see her face everyday....which is nice but torturing as well...

you wanna know why?

coz she's bloody ATTACHED!!!

yet another attached girl that i have a crush on....

poor me....

If I were given $1,000,000....

2008-08-01T09:22:00.003+08:00

If I were given $1,000,000....

If I were given $1,000,000....I will first be jumping like hell in happiness...

2nd....I will donate $100,000 to those in need...more of an organization of my choice (secret)...
3rd.... Clear all my debts if I have any....
4th...re-vamp my room to a style that I want....got runway....walk-in wardrobe....
5th...get my license asap (been delaying this for quite some time...)
6th...re-vamp my wardrobe...brand new shoes, shirts, bags, pants.....of different colours different style....
7th....spent on food that I can eat....
8th...treatments!! face, body...maybe fake tanning...hhaah....hair....
9th....hire a photographer to make a portfolio for myself...hahaha
10th....travel....I've never took the airplane before....poor me...

yup!!! that's about all for now.....do anyone who is rich out there....do give me $1,000,000....hahaha

2008-08-01T09:15:00.002+08:00

KHILAF...I had my greatest time during the practices. It was fun but really tiring. We had training everyday and end really late. Its killing me till I'm getting sicker and sicker but hey, I know theses practices are for my own good that is to make me a better actor as I will be playing one of the prominent role....not main...but prominent... which means that you will be seeing my face quite a number of times...

This is my first time acting and therefore, there is bloody lot for me to learn. I hope I did good and will give impact to the audience. Well, the role I'm playing is so not me. I have no idea that acting is tough. I wonder why in the hell did I ever once wish to be an actor...Hahaha....

2008-07-28T12:55:00.002+08:00

Ola people!!!

It's been a long time since I blog due to some circumstances that I think its unneccessary for me to mention.

#Update 1...
Well, finally done with my final year project. I have to admit that the work that I did was nothing if were to be compared to my other groupmates. To Huiting, Jasmine and Vanessa....Thank You from the bottom of my heart. Without all of you, I couldn't have survived it!!

#Update 2...
Congrats to Adiratna for clinching on in third place for the recent competition...I can't remember what is the name of the competition. Well, third is not bad at all. Furthermore, to most of them, this is their very first. Well, you might be thinking why in the hell did talk about adiratna for?? Well, I helped out in their hairdo for the competition. Yup....I'm the hair stylist...Hehe.... Chey..Chey...for the awok that is...the juara and tukang karut is done by the fabulous Kak Illya....Well...along the way, I had a helper....its none other than Dayah...So thank you Dayah...we shall do hair together in events more to come...hehe....just like you said. Pics for this will be uploaded once I got my hand on them from Safiah...who is the head of Adiratna...

#Update 3...
KHILAF!!! To those who do not know, I represent my club for NTU/NIE MCLS upcoming production "Khilaf" alongside with Thumbprint Production. I had lots of fun during the trainings and learn a lot of new stuff despite being so tired. I assure all of you out there that it will be a great production. So catch us on the 23rd of August 2008 at Kreta Ayer Theatre. Tix costs $12 for students and $25. For more information, go on to khilaf08.blogspot.com

Well...I guess that's all for the updates....

xoxo
Kyle Ashraf
hip, cool & fashionably sexy...

Anglo-Chinese School

2008-07-15T16:27:00.003+08:00

Today, had a performance at Anglo-Chinese School (Barker Road). The school was huge and cool. We went with Paduka, Dikir Barat boys. Again we performed Zapin Budi alongside an intro on the basic malay dance. Here are some pics and more can be found at link under mediagalleries.

Romzi & Juleha

2008-07-15T16:23:00.004+08:00

Last Sunday, myself and a few other MCC members went to watch drama Romzi & Juleha at Esplanade. Here are some pictures...more pics can be seen through the link at mediagalleries...

Zapin Budi at Poly Experience

2008-07-15T16:17:00.003+08:00

My performance during Poly Experience.....
More pictures in my multiply....
We performed Zapin Budi for 3 times and the best we did was the last performance...haha...need lots of improvement though....

Pics during spring cleaning

2008-07-15T16:13:00.002+08:00

These are the pics during MCC Spring Cleaning...

A day at Darul Ma'wa...

2008-07-07T16:46:00.002+08:00

It started of waking up at 5.30am. Went out of house at 6.15am and reached at Eunos MRT Station at 7.25am. Reached Darul Ma'wa at 7.45am and by right I'm supposed to be there by 7.30am. But the real work starts at 9.00am after after all briefings. Myself and few others were in-charge of Nasi Lemak Stall. It starts off by cutting a huge tray full of cucumbers followed by frying hundreds of chicken wings and then putting sambal in plastic. All this work spread till 6.00pm with breaks in between. Get to see Dayang Nurfaizah and she's damn sweet. Sad that I hadn't got the chance to meet Hady Mirza aka my brother...(berangan la sangat....)

After cleaning, wash up and briefing, we left Darul Ma'wa at 8.30pm....

Follow Safiah and Naj to Bugis and off to home at 9.00pm....

Reached home super tired at 10.30pm.....

But it was worth it....Intend to volunteer again next year...The kids were great and cute....Haha.

My tiring weekend...

2008-07-07T16:31:00.002+08:00

Well it started of last saturday with my CCA Clubhouse spring cleaning. I have no idea that it was at 9am which I originally thought it was at 10am. NOBODY informed me. Anyway, I still came late. Reached around 10.30am. For the sake of those who don't know, the clubhouse was like some rubbish dumb. Dust, litters all over the room. We threw all unwanted stuff including a study table and a sofa. My task that day was to clean the ceiling fan which was full of dust that it fell like a snowdust (I got pimples for this!!), and handwash all the sofa covers with help of L and Nadiyah. (both stop halfway....OOPS!! Well, they ask if I need any help, well I say don't.....Haha...Not that I can't manage....) We work well together. Good job to all!! Highlight for the day will definitely Safiah catching a lizard whereas all 11 of us screaming hysterically...

After spring cleaning, Nadiyah, Hajar, Liyanna(who taught training at school) and myself went to Yewtee CC for our dance training for our upcoming performance. It was tiring and I have to do charity work the next day at Darul Ma'wa Children's Home at Eunos and need to be there by 7.30am. Haiz.....

Saturday....

2008-07-01T16:10:00.003+08:00

Well, last saturday was a long day for me.....went for a briefing at Darul Ma'wa for a charity event to be held this Sunday, 6th July 2008. It was at Eunos and the briefing supposedly start at 3pm. So I met Safiah at Jurong East MRT Station at 1.45pm just to realise that it would have been nearer if it was from Woodlands MRT Station. Anyway, we reached there at around 3.15pm....And guess what? The briefing had not started. As Malay as they can be, the briefing start around 4.15pm...Yup...1 hour later. Everything ends at around 6pm. Though it was tiring, the kids there were cute...Too bad I wasn't a regular there. So a bit shy-shy from both parts.

I then head to Chua Chu Kang to get my sister's birthday present that is to buy her a pair of earrings. Well, it was a share between my brother and myself. Well, i don't know that it is bloody expensive and the cheap ones really look cheapo...So I decided not to buy it. It was 7pm and on my way to Unity sec for Cikgu Azmi's Karya. On the way there, I grabbed caramel frappe from Mc and 2 puffs from Peikia. Reached Yewtee MRT Station at 7.30pm and met Khartini. So we went to Unity Sec together. Along the way, we met Kak Fattanah, Kak Yanie and Kak Nah's friend whom I saw her earlier on the MRT. Hmm...what a coincidence...Don't know that she went to Karya also...

Well, overall the performances were okay...not that fantastic...furthermore, it was bloody hot. I wonder why they held the event there....So not me to be watching an event in an 'oven'. The music were great though....After the event, we took some pictures and went back all alone...
Here are some of the pictures...For more, go to my multiply or click on the link under mediagalleries....Us, having pictures with two of our ex-head of XPDtari...Kak Nah tengok sape je tu...

A few of us taking picture with Cikgu and his youngest son.

The guys, who accompanied their girlfriends...From left, Diana's, Nadiyah's and Dhilah's...by right there should be another one who is Hajar's but both of them left in a hurry, don't know why...

MCC MC Meeting cum Birthday Celebration....

2008-06-27T14:49:00.002+08:00

Yup, on Wednesday, the main committee of MCC which I'm part of it, had a meeting....A big one that is where we update a lot of stuff...those that had happen and about to happen. What a surprise, that they have a surprise birthday celebration which I'm included too. Yup, its been 1 month plus since my 19th Birthday but its still being celebrated...Haha....Well, its also a birthday celebration for Adee, Fiza and Hajar whose birthday's passed just a few days ago. To those that arrange for it. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. Nearly brought me to tears....Haha....Well here are some of the pics taken....More pics can be seen through the link under mediagalleries...

Waste of my time....

2008-06-25T09:34:00.002+08:00

Thank you so much to whoever that does not inform me....Woke up at 6am just to reach for prac lesson at 8am.....Not knowing that there's no lab and will only start next week....Well....my bad too for not checking my npmail.....But thank goodness that I brought my laptop and charger....So I can see more videos and do so stuff like my project and bla3....Well, now that the lab is cancelled, there's only a lecture at 11 am....But don't feel like going coz I have the feeling that the lecturer are going to give out common test papers which I know that I did badly. So why come if its for bad news....Haha.....So I guess, I came to school today at 8am for no lesson but to wait for my CCA meeting at 6pm....how nice is that huh??

Me tell all...

2008-06-25T09:32:00.002+08:00

Yup....relieved that I 've told someone everything about me....Yup....the true me.....I just hope that person doesn't leak out or I shall die.....I'm glad that the person still acts normally are rather are closer to me as a friend than before even after knowing everything. Thanks for being there for me....Love you lots....

Tyra Never Fails to Come to the rescue...

2008-06-22T21:25:00.002+08:00

Regarding my previous post....I have a solution....here it is....

Congratulations to Tyra Banks and the staff of the Tyra Show for winning the Daytime Emmy award for Outstanding Informative Talk Show!

Tyra gave an emotional speech revealing naysayers said her show would only last two weeks, but is now entering its fourth season. She thanked her mother for being by her side and praised Oprah Winfrey for being her inspiration. Then, in a nod to her headline making episode of the Tyra Show when she told haters and negative people in general to, "kiss her fat ass!" after printing doctored photos and making false accusations in the media -- Tyra urged everyone to dream big saying, "when you have a dream, there are going to be so many people out there who tell you that you cannot do it, that you are not good enough. And I want you to tell them to kiss your dimply, flat, juicy, bootylicious, skinny, jiggly, saggy, fat ass!"

Yup!! Kiss ur fat ass!! And if u can't reach yours, then kiss my FAT ASS!!

Thanks Tyra!! Love u lots!!

Insane

2008-06-22T18:17:00.003+08:00

I have no idea wad's going on with me today!! But I'm sure am insane...nt insane of love for sure....waste my brain juice thinking of it....it so not going to work for me....Well, maybe I'm destined to be single or gay (don't tink a guy would be interested in me either)...so i tink I'll choose the first choice...haha....Single!! How cool is tat??

Said so....mad....ya....maybe I'm so stress out coz tomorrow school starts....and I still have no idea wad I've been learning and my final project....totally clueless....So God....Sent me somebody to save me....I can't say a knight in a shining armor...tat would be so gay of me....Haha!! And is there such a thing as send me a princess to save me?? Never heard of it....Haha

Well, I wish I'm a mutant....telekinesis, can absorb information from books just by touching it....Fly.....or make things fly.....Ya.....and a power tat allows me to transform......how cool is tat? transform into a prostitute....a gigole....a gay.....a lesbian.....a super hot babe or hunk....a president....a religious person....a celebrity....a bird....a lion....a dolphin.....and the list goes on......without people knowing who your real identity is....Nice isn't it....ala...Mystique....

Not insane enough?? I wish I can eat wateva I want without getting any sickness or fat for that matter.....

Well...controversial huh??

Well, I just wish I'm there....you noe.....I'm still finding who I really am....wad my talents are.....or rather do i have any talents....I wonder if I can fit.....am I likeable? I feel like everyone is talking bad about me.....Yes...low self-esteem as u might say.....Wish I could have the confidence....Well....the friends that I'm close too seems to be walking away from me....what have i done??

Wish there's a light that I can see and follow....even if it means to die....but hope not.....coz I'm sure I'll be in the hell if I die now....

Well....If you read this....Ignore....Coz I'm sure I was in a state of mind that is not quite stable....I don't even noe wad I'm writing anyway.....

xoxo
KyleAshraf

Jr Debut Performance

2008-06-21T23:31:00.003+08:00

Today, I drop by to take a look at 3 of my juniors debut performance. Azlin, Aishah and Ika. They were also accompanied by Liyanna, Nadiyah and Sheila. They performed Inang Pulau Kampai. Well there were mistakes here and there but overall, good job especially for the juniors as it was their first performance. Well they sure improved a lot as compared to the first time when I saw them practicing. I reached the clubhouse at about 6.30pm and they were still not done with the make-up and costumes. Haha. Kyle to the rescue even though it was just a bit. Well, other than to look at their performance, I also need to take my programmer file as there will be a spot check by the president. Haha.....on my way home, saw my secondary sch junior. Had an interesting chat. Upon reaching Woodlands Interchange, drop by to MacDonalds and had Kungfu Panda Nuggets Meal. Haha....Not bad....Well, thats all for today....Here are some pics.....More pics can be seen at xpdtari.multiply.com

Me and Aishah!! Putri Salat Rox!! Haha....The performers, me and Hajar.

Movie Update

2008-06-19T15:16:00.003+08:00

MOVIE Update....

I've watched
1) Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian
2) Ironman
3) Underdog
4) The Incredible Hulk
5) Kungfu Panda
6) Ayat-Ayat Cinta

And my fav is Chronicles of Narnia!! Hott!!

My trip to Avillion Port Dickson.

2008-06-19T14:29:00.017+08:00

After Dinamis, my family and I went straight to Negeri Sembilan for a holiday the next day!! We first stop by at Malacca for shopping before going to our hotel and N. Sembilan at Avillion Port Dickson. The hotel was awesome. Would have given 5 star if I didn't get moquito bites. So I gave four stars. Just imagine having organic shower gel at hotels. And having for different ethnic food for breakfast. Yup. Shit a lot. Coz I ate superlot. HAha. Here are the pictures.Some of the pictures are not clear as it is taken using my handphone. I forgot to bring camera there. Haha. A waste.

Our first meal after a long journey at Malacca. I forgot what is the cafe's name.

Upon arrival at the hotel.

In the hotel.
Our dinner at street restaurant for our dinner.

We had, Kangkong Belachan, Ikan Bakar, Sup ayam, Sup Daging and satay.

After our dinner, at our hotel.

Our first breakfast at the hotel. At the plate, there is omelette, hash brown, baked beans, salad and beef ham, mee goreng, chicken sausage and meat balls.

Second round, I had french toast, pancake, blueberry pastry and chocolate pastry.

Candles that drove away some flies.

Roti canai/Roti prata.

Dad, sister and mom posing at cart outside the hotel restaurant where we had our breakfast.

At pet farm in the hotel.

The Pet Farm.

Spice Farm at the hotel.

Lap Pool for those who can swim very well. Not me. Haha.

Second day breakfast.

First round I had, Baked beans, beef pastrami, hash brown and fried bihun chinese style.

Second round, I had french toast and bread pudding. Yummy!!

Family Pool area.

Just see how many places to go in the hotel itself...

At the sea. It was shallow. (did i use the correct word) Haha.

My sister holding a shell.

My mum holding hermit crab.

Just see how many hermit crab that it.

Me holding baby crab. There were hundreds of it but i couldn't get the picture of it. As the phone was not with me then.

My sis and my feet.

Baby fish. If you can see that is....

View outside my hotel room.

Dinamis Seni 2008

2008-06-19T14:10:00.005+08:00

Well, I know that I’ve been gone for quite some time as I was very busy especially with Dinamis Seni 2008. Now that it is over, I’m however still busy but with other stuff….Hahaha. Well, nothing much has happen except for Dinamis Seni. Day and night. So I guess I shall say about Dinamis Seni 2008. Erm…Before I say about Dinamis Seni as a whole, let me say about the individual in the Dinamis Seni Committee.

Amalia aka Amz (Publication)
What more can I say about you? Best Partner!! Will miss working with you. Well, I hope we shall work together in future projects. Job well done!! The poster and brochure. Owe you a lot for sleeping late nights, or rather early morning. Haha.

Dayah (Designer)
Well, your name appear a lot in the brochure. Haha. Job well done for the design. Witness some fishy stuff with someone during the whole process…..U better tell me what’s going on…..Haha.

Diana (Designer)
Well, she’s my mentor as a programmer. Haha…As for dinamis, we contact a lot for the ticketing matter. Good job to you for getting the LT near full house. And to Fahmi too!

Amirr (Student Welfare)
Without you, we would be starving and usherless. So THANK YOU!! As a dancer, thanks a lot for the commitment. Well, there’s a potential there. If nak continue, I’m sure XPDtari welcomes you. Haha.

Azhar (Student Welfare)
Even though he was not able to be with us during the final week to dinamis due to NS, still appreciate your help before you went away. Will miss you as a friend and as a mentor for me in XPDtari. XPDtari will sure be lonely without you around.

Nadiyah (Secretary)
Well, nothing much to say. Just thanks for reminding us about the meetings and all. And as a partner in Naung, you are damn heavy for your size!! Haha

Dhilah and Hafiz S (Programmers)
Cute couple. Always fight but loving. Haha. Pity both of them that looks so stress (esp. Dhilah) during the actual day. But hey! It was a successful production thanks to both of you!!

Adee (Treasurer)
You owe me money!! Haha. Well, she’s one of the few that I got close to in MCC. A great friend. Hope our friendship lasts. As a dancer, a job well done!! I know you can do it!! Proud of you babe!!

Hakim ( Chairman)
This guy….Haha….MIA all the time. But I’m sure he has his reasons as still thinks about Dinamis all the time even if he was not around. Thanks to him and others like Dayah, Adee and Khartini that makes publication a great success.

Khartini (Vice – Chairman)
Two words. WONDER WOMAN!! Give her everything, and she can do it with great success and its proven!! Well, throughout the journey we are just colleagues which I hope we’re not. More like the old days where we were buddies. Miss old time. Yeah. There’s only one or two minutes where we were like old times and that I treasure it very much. Well if I had done any wrong,. I apologize. Thanks a lot. Will miss you as part of MCC!!

Fahmi (Ticketing Manager)
Well, he’s not officially Dinamis committee but I regard him as 1 of us. Thanks for making it near full house. And helping me out with the guys stuff on the day. Another one that I got close too. Thanks lots.

Nigel aka Nizam Naufal (Logistics)
Well, save the last for the best. I’m most impressed with this guy!! Without you, we will lack a lot of stuff, place, mics, umbrellas…..lots more. As a dancer, I know you’re clueless and got lots of criticism but hey, you did great. And FYI, I receive a lot worse than you before. I hope what Cikgu said, you don’t take it hard. And yeah, for the guy that keep telling me not wanting to put on make-up gets the thickest make-up in the end. Hehe. Great time working with you dude!!

As a whole, Dinamis was a great success although I fell during the actual performance which is such a shame. To my male dancers, I must say that I’m a proud PAPA!! Haha. Yup, you guys do give me headache sometimes well most of the time, but had great time working with you guys. If only you people are in XPDtari for real, would be simply great. Haha.

To the rest, dancers, ushers, supporters, Thanks for loads. Without all of you, it would not be a successful production.

To alumnis, thanks for helping. Will miss you guys.

To those that help me and close to me during the process who gave me loads of support, Thanks from the bottom of my heart.

Well, here are the pictures.

Preparation week for the production.

The girls and extra guy at the back, who is Elias.

Naqiah, Yasmin and me.

Me and my publication partner, Amz. I did her mask for her.

Me and Syafiqa who reads out the final poetry, Persoalan.

Me and Yasmin who is the Ibu. I do for her mask too. Haha.

The guys and my piece of work. On their face that is. Thanks to Abg Fazley who helped me.

Me!!

Me and Liana, one of my closest at MCC.

Nervousness and chaosness backstage.

Me and Fahmi after the actual performance.

Srikandi and Pahlawan. Haha. Yea Ryte!! Its me, Fahmi, Dhilah and Safiah.

Me and Nigel!!

Passed My Final Theory!!

2008-05-26T23:35:00.002+08:00

YaY!! I finally passed my Final Theory Test!! This is my second time though.... My seat was number 37. Well, thanks to well wishes from friends and family and also the QnA book for FTT. Thank God, I decided to buy it. $7.00 was worth it after all. I couldn't book my TP yet as I have no money......Empty bank....haha....Not totally empty but empty enough not able to pay for TP.

Help!!

2008-05-25T12:53:00.002+08:00

I want to put pictures like an album, where people can open it and view it like an album. So that I would not have a never ending page for pictures.....So anyone have a suggestion????

My CRUSH!!

2008-05-25T12:50:00.001+08:00

Only two people know who's my crush. And that's it! Its only a crush......and I'm sure the feeling will fade away......unless it did not.....then maybe more people will know....Haha!

Work Update!!

2008-05-25T12:45:00.002+08:00

Well, finally done with my 1st draft of Dinamis brochure....finally watched Om Shanti Om after months of having it....Watched Superhero Movie and The Other Boleyn Girl too.....I must interesting movies....but the best would be O.M.O! As for my final year project......still clueless!! Waiting for Elias to give me his FYP but he ignore me when I msn him....Haiz.....And revision, revision and revision......Shall not screw my CT!!

Stress....

2008-05-21T15:38:00.002+08:00

I must say its a stressful year this year.....especially these few months.... Left only 3 weeks to my production......and one week rest for common test.....My final year project which I'm clueless about it....I wonder if I can get 3. ++ for my GPA this sem.......Hopefully I can....

Trip to Geylang....

2008-05-19T15:29:00.000+08:00

I put 'Anyone want to tag along to Geylang on Monday?' as my nick in msn. No one replied....as in want to tag along.....but most of them ask me what am I doing there. See......typical mindset.....relating Geylang to a place of having casual s**. Come on people.....a lot of better things that you can do at Geylang....As for me....buying my traditional clothes and eat.....

But that was not my intention to go Geylang today....I was given the task to paste my upcoming production's posters around the area. It was bloody HOT!! I was perspiring like hell.....And what a pity that I manage to paste it at Kampung Collection and on last Saturday at Zam Zam. So thanks to them for allowing us to paste at their store. To those that don't allow or having to go through all the trouble just to paste poster....Thanks a lot too...Seriously....Haha.....

2008-05-18T23:51:00.002+08:00

Yeah, I know...some of you are waiting for this pictures...Here it is...Our first main comm outing at Pizza Hut Causeway Point....but...too bad Safiah was not with us....Its also a mini celebration for Hakim and Dayah's Birthday....

Done by Dayah who taught me how to use the photoshop....

2008-05-16T16:46:00.003+08:00

EDITED!!! DO TAKE NOTE!!!

Ngee Ann Polytechnic

DINAMIS SENI '08
-Mendongak Ke Langit-
walau sejengkal, segunung disemai

TIKET: $6
14TH JUNE 2008, 6.30PM
NOW @ A NEW TIME SLOT 8PM
CULTURAL THEATRE, LT 26 @ NP

Ngee Ann Polytechnic's very own Malay Cultural Club; XPDTari (dance), SriNadi (drama), Cendekiawan (language) and Paduka & Adiratna (dikir barat) brings to you 'Mendongak Ke Langit: walau sejengkal, segunung disemai'. A production that evolves around a
Malay boy growing up in a conventional Malay community of Singapore in the 1960s. Bearing his mother’s words of wisdom in mind, we see not only the choices he made but also the ups and downs faced by the Malay society in a more artistic way yet comprehensible for the general audience.

We hope that with this production, we will be able to promote greater awareness of the Malay culture, thus instilling social and moral values for youths like us to be a more active and responsible
individual towards the community and also to our own elderly family members.

COME ON! Gather your families and friends and experience the promising and colourful performances that's filled with artistic value.

Who's invited? ALL OF YOU!!!

BOOK YOUR TICKETS NOW!

For sale of tickets and general enquiries, please contact Fahmi Reza @ 91110876 or Diana @ 97814665.

Heres a preview:

That was just the dance item. Drama members are also great actors! Dikir would be even more awesome! What you'll be watching will be fresh and exciting! You've never seen people dancing in dikir barat before right? Then book the tickets now!!!!

Now go spread the word!!!

WISP Presentation!!

2008-05-12T14:08:00.002+08:00

Today, my group and I had a WISP Presentation, and this is how we dressed. Its about Mirror, Mirror....Something about physical appearance.

That will be Adrian, Me, Our Lecturer Mdm Khadijah, Janah, Camii and Angie.

My Birthday and Mother's Celebration

2008-05-12T13:25:00.005+08:00

Yup! As you all know I'm 19 years and 2 days old today! So what happens during my birthday?

Saturday, 10 May 2008

- A project meeting with my groupmates at Bishan Library. (1000-1200)

- Originally intend to celebrate at Malaysia but the traffic was super bad, so ended up having lunch in Swensons Causeway Point. Too bad my brother was not with us. He had to work. We ordered a special set for Mother's Day. We had Sourdough 49ers Beef, Beef Baked Rice, Salmon 'N' Mushroom Pasta, Corn & Crisps, Breaded Chicken Meuniere and Earthquake Ice-cream. The highlight was the earthquake ice cream. We had butterscotch, chocolate, yam, strawberry, mango, coffee, chocolate chip and chewy chocolate. Marvelicious. The caramel sauce was heaven!

- Ouh ya! It was supposed to be my birthday, but I had to buy my sister Gameboy. Share with my elder brother of course. So we go roaming for the cheapest and nearby for it.

- The day finding for the Gameboy was a failure, so we went back home and hunt for it again at night. So we go Causeway Point at night. Failure again, it was late and so, we decided to have our dinner at Banquet.

Why the failure? Coz Gameboy are outdated already....Haha

11th May 2008

- Mother's Day

- My family and I, again without my brother, went to Johor Bahru which is a routine for my parents that is.

- Since the hunt on the day before, this time it was a success. After having our breakfast at Hutan Bandar where I ate Mee Rebus Tulang which is delicious, we head to City Square. It was still early and the shop had not open yet, so we roam around.

- At 11am, the shop open, and we bought the Gameboy Advance PSP pink colour with a Little Pony cartridge.

- At first I was suggesting her to buy Gameboy micro, which is way cheaper. You know what she say? She say the screen too small, later cannot see. And she's only 6 yrs old!!

-On our way back home, as usual, traffic jam. So we reach home at around 2pm. Then we changed, and head to my grandma's house for the big celebration which is another routine yearly event.

- It is also my birthday celebration la.... I bought a Secret Recipe Cake there.

- My aunt cook a lot....Ikan Sambal, Sotong Hitam, Sambal Goreng, Lemak Terung and Mee Putih.

- My other aunties and cousins brought epok-epok, bergedil, bubur sagu, apam, tulang merah (exquisite!!).

- Its a potluck thingy....And I ate a bit of everything! My stomach almost burst!!

Here's a few pic....

This is the cake that I bought from City Square's Secret Recipe: Chocolate Indulgence. Creamy and rich Belgian coverture chocolate and white chocolate filling. Absolutely a luscious, luxurious, sinfully rich chocolate lover's dream. Try it! The cake is like superb! The best cake I've ever tasted!!

My mum, my sis, my nephew and myself. (My eyes like shit here!)

That's about it! Oh ya! I was rushing to fininsh my projects after the celebration as I had 2 projects and a test the next day, that is today!!

Thank You!

2008-05-11T00:06:00.000+08:00

To those who wishes me and going to wish me through email, friendster, blog, sms, or verbally, thanks a lot! Appreciate all of it from the bottom of my heart!! I must say, this year I received the most wishes ever!! Haha....Adios!

no longer know hu she is....

2008-05-08T23:28:00.002+08:00

Today, while I was walking toward the e-mart, I saw her. Who? I guess I shall say my used to be my best friend. I wanted to approach her and say hi. But she was walking too fast which I guess trying to run away from me and pretend not to see me. So hack care! To this kind of people, why bother to say hi! She had changed.....She looks more stuck up...Well, don't say I don't befriend her. Well, if she has a problem, tell me if she still regard me as a friend. It hurts to me to lose a friend. I guess people do change. To you, if you think I misjudge you, then tell me.....

3 more days....

2008-05-07T18:35:00.004+08:00

If you guys have read my profile....3 more days and I'm nineteen... Can't wait...

It would be a lie if I would say I want nothing...Haha

So here are the list....that I hope I can get... So the thick-skinned...HAha!

Well...Nothing much though...I would prefer hard cold cash but if you think it's inappropriate...
Then here is the lists....Juz to warn...it'll be very long...

1) Hair wax....Mine is going to finish soon...
2) Cologne (Hope to get the ex ones...like Hugo, Bvlgari...So long nvr buy the ex ones...Haha)
3) Bags (Leather sling bag, Normal bag (orange), the big pouch, leather tote bag)
4) Hat (Cap, Beanie, Fedora)
5) Stylish long-sleeved shirt (Not business shirt)
6) Polo shirt/T-shirt
7) Cardigan
8) Pants (I like the one at Far East Plaza)
9) Sandals (NUM)
10) Orange track pants
11) Watch (orange sport watch, leather classy watch --Digital pls....)
12) Wallet (Orange leather would be nice...)
13) A new Handphone (so nobody will buy for me...)
14) Room make over (also not going to happen...)
15) Sports shoe (orange would be nice too...)
16) Leather Slipper (those high-end type....Haha)
17) A fitness trainer ( as if...)
18) If you wanna buy me a cake, buy me black forest or chocolaty chocolate...
19) Last but not least a girlfriend (guarantee won't get! Haha!)

Yup! 19 items for my 19th birthday! Actually more than 19 lor.....

So ya.....Nt tat I expect you guys out there to buy....It's just list for guidance to those who wants to....

Haha
Ciaoz!!

Yup

BLue Blacks!!

2008-05-06T23:33:00.000+08:00

Ouch! Blueblacks all over my knee and body hurts....

But in the name of passion....

I shall persevere....

2008-05-05T16:42:00.004+08:00

April/May 2008 Fashion Icon Bio
MATHIAS LAURIDSEN

Nationality: Danish
Birthday: January 13, 1984
Born in: Copenhagen, Denmark
Lives now: New York, NY
Agencies: Ford, New York Model Management
Known for: My scar
Status: Established
Friends with: Freja Beha, Iselin Steiro, Noah Mills, Stan Jouk
Interests: Soccer, movies, drawing

All information and picture are in courtesy of nymag.com

MCC FOC finally over!!

2008-05-05T16:08:00.002+08:00

Yep, the camp was finally over. I was TIRING and FUN. It started on Friday for the main comm. Its the day when we prepared for the next day that is the 1st day of the camp. Most of us had little or no sleep at all. I had none.

1st Day
My energy was full. So I got to know my group. Its named Putri Salad. My members consists of Fyza the Head GL, Nuriyah the assisstant GL for Day 1, Kiki the assisstant GL for Day 2 and Amirr. Well that's the current members. As for the freshies, I have Nazmi, Lala, Aishah, Farhan Asnizam, Nafisah, Liyana and Fadhilah. So sad that I cannot spend a lot of time with them. For 1st day, we have ice-breaking games, amazing race, singing bee and nightwalk. Special attention to night walk, some freshies might think its lagging and not scary, well for the facilitators, we see and feel a lot of things. So if you guys want, next year be facilitators. Haha.

2nd Day
My energy was nearly empty. Such a disappointment that a lot went back, the current members and freshies and that includes 2 of my freshies, you know who of which only one of them told me. It made complication with the planned plan. Stress at that time. But I'm still glad that the rest stay. We head to West Coast Park and played Captain's Ball. Followed by group cheer/performance and finally prize ceremony. It was suppose to end at 5pm but we ended it at 3.30pm after seeing the tiredness in my freshies' face as well as the current members and main comm. So guess who's the winner? Putri Salad!! My team!! Haha..

Other awards was best male camper, Fadhuli and best female camper Lala (my team again) of which the prize is sponsored by .......you know who...Haha!

As a whole, I think it's successful as this is my first time planning for FOC but not a total success as there were problems here and there along the way. I hope the freshies enjoyed it. If not, my apologies and try to organize it and I shall judge it. Haha. Just kidding. Thanks to my group! Putri Salad! Love you all!! Do keep in contact!

Special thanks to my dearest partner, Dhilah who helped a lot, I say A LOT....And my dearest main comm. Without you I shall sink down the the drain.....

Kyle Ashraf Peace Out!!

Dilemma...

2008-05-02T20:05:00.002+08:00

Dilemma.....you know, in public transport, there is a sign showing please give your seat to elderly, pregnant lady or passenger with young kids.

So who comes first if all three exists in the same transport or a few of the same type exists in the same transport? Who should I give my seat to? Should I ignore?

That is exactly what happens to me most of the time and again today. I had two old man standing in front of me. To whom should I give my seat to? I wonder. And more came.

Ask yourself, if that person especially old people can go places far from their home, why can't they afford to stand all the way? If they can dress up like youngsters do, why can't they stand like youngsters do? If you complain that they have weak legs, can't young people have weak legs too? How could you know that the youngster have leg cramps or leg pain? You can't tell, can you? That's exactly my point. So again, should I give my seats away? I do have leg cramps too, honestly.

Honestly, what I did was that I continue sitting. Its bad of me and I felt guilty everytime. But same old question pops out. There were so many of them. However, I usually give my seat to pregnant lady and if there is only one old folk around. About pregnant lady, some people do have big tummy even when they are not pregnant. So wouldn't I be offending them if I offer her my seat???

Help.

1st week of school

2008-05-02T19:58:00.002+08:00

Its only the first week of school and I have tons of workload already. My academic projects and CCA projects......

MCC FOC 2008 mayday!!

2008-04-25T20:01:00.000+08:00

Stress!!! It is all that I can say about preparation of FOC. Despite the number of freshies that sign up was a lot, I'm still stress as it is my first time organizing a big event like a CAMP!! I just hope it turns out just fine and the people participating enjoys it with the help of the main committee and especially my working partner, Dhilah and the Mr. President himself, Hakim.

1st week of school

2008-04-21T19:58:00.000+08:00

Its only the first week of school and I have tons of workload already. My academic projects and CCA projects......Stress!!!!!!

CPTC no more....

2008-04-12T19:54:00.000+08:00

Finally, my training at CPT C is over. And in 2 more days, a brand new semester starts which means I’m finally in year 3. Yup, year 3, it feels like I’m just starting my year 1. Anyways, I’m here to talk about my training in CPTC. By the way, CPTC stands for Chemical Process Training Centre if I’m not wrong. You can google it yourself though. Well, the first four weeks of the training is boring as it’s a whole day lecture from 8am to 5pm. Yup, that’s really long. Not to mention, early. I have to wake up at 4.45am every morning. And for Tuesday and Wednesday, I have to go back to school for my dance training and it ends like 9pm or so which means I reached home at around 11pm which means I slept at around 12am. It’s so tiring!! Well, there is the fun part though. The final 2 weeks. Practical. Although I’m clueless most of the time and do the drawing for line tracing most of the time, it’s better than the lectures. The best was during shift training though and I must say I had the best group members, in my opinion that is. My group consists of Timothy, Stephanie, Yasmin, Bala, Jia En, Haikal, Gabrielle and myself. I must say that I learn a lot not only about the industry which I’m so not going to continue, I learn a lot about people that before this, I rarely spoke too. It clears away the stereotype or judgement that I made of them. Not to forget conflicts. I couldn’t deny that my group had a lot of conflicts with other groups, but as for me, it was just during that period of time that I’m now cool about it. Here, I would like to say special thanks to Yasmin, Jasmine, Haikal and Jia En who made my life is CPTC worthwhile. Thanks to all the instructors there with special thanks to Mr. Tan H.G, Mr. Henry Tan, Mr. David and Mr. Lim L. K. and not to forget Mr. Iibrahim. They were great.

Top is a picture of my shift training group and more pictures can be seen under mediagalleries.

2008-03-31T21:03:00.003+08:00

March 2008 Fashion Icon Bio

ANDREW COOPER

Nationality: bRITISH

Birthday: 1981

Born in: England

Lives now: London, England

Agencies: 1 Model Management, New York Model Management

Known for: My lips

Friends with: Will Chalker

Model turned… Store owner (Mutz Nutz), singer

All information and picture are in courtesy of nymag.com

Ouch!!

2008-03-08T18:39:00.002+08:00

Today is the fourth day of CPTC training, also marks the first day of training when we have to meet at Chinese Garden MRT at 7.15am instead of the usual 8.15am. I was late. By right, for 7.15am meet-up, I should wake up at 4.45am but I woke up at 5.45am instead. And that was also because my maid knock on my room's door, if not, I don't think I would ever wake up. I didn't even heard my alarm clock rang. I bet I was too tired.

As I was already late, I decided to take taxi. I realised that I don't have the cash and the taxi didn't accept nets, so the taxi driver stop by as the nearest atm machine. Thinking I was superlate, I ran like as if somebody is chasing me. I fell. My pants, and shirt is covered with damp sand. Luckily, the taxi driver was kind unlike most of them. He gave me a cloth to wipe away the sand. He waited. Jouney continues.

As I was unfamiliar with the routes, I go along with the taxi driver's direction. We reached. I though that the uncle drop me at Chinese Garden MRT Station as the surrounding was similar with Cheers outside and Mr Bean beside the toilets. There's one difference though. There is a departmental shop as it states there. It was weird as after being in Chinese Garden MRT Station for 3 days, I didn't noticed any departmental store exist. I ignored still. I sat on the bench till 6.45am. There's still no familiar faces. I began to worry. I re-checked again and finally realised that I'm at Lakeside MRT Station.

Without further delay, I rushed for the MRT. Luckily, it was only 1 stop away. I reached on time.

AGM 2008!!

2008-03-04T23:14:00.000+08:00

Today is AGM 2008. After my CPTC training I rushed to school for the Event. Even though I was really tired, I still have to come as I was the host of the event. Yes. I am the host. It was nerve wrecking as it was my first time hosting an event. Not only that, I was also one of the understudies for Program Manager of my club. The theme of the event was funky so I tried to dress funky.

Despite hoping to win the best dress, I ended up not winning it as Hafeez L won. But I didn't end with nothing. I got the post as Program Manager of my club. It was totally unexpected as I was slacking all the time when given a job. But I can't do that anymore as I'm officially the Program Manager. I'll try my best in being the Program Manager and not to let down those that have chosen me especially Azhar even though I'm quite pissed that he chose me. Haha.

Here are some pictures.

Me and my co-host, Sharifa Amalia who is also nominated for best dress female award.

Hidayah (now the head of Cendekiawan) and Syafiqah

Hafeez L who won the best dress male award and also the new Vice-President.

Kyn who helped out in most of the videos shown.

Dhilah (now my partner who is the Program Officer) and Hafiz S (the old and new Logistics)

Hakim (the new President) eating after hardwork.

Me, the new Program Manager. This is what I wore. By the way, I dyed my hair orange if you can see.

Yasmin and Amaliana

Some of them who came....
More of them...

Again.....

First Day In CPTC

2008-03-03T23:47:00.000+08:00

Well, today is my first day of CPTC training. I woke up as early as 4.45am to be able to aboard the 1st bus to reach Chinese Garden MRT. I was supposed to reach there at 8.15am but since I do not know how long the journey is, I came earlier. And it was 1 hr earlier. So what did I do? When the sky was a little bit brighter at about 7.30am, I went for a walk at Chinese Garden. I must say it was peaceful the air was fresh and clean. It was my first time there. I was mesmerized by the animals; squirrels, iguanas, birds and tortoise.

At 8.15am, the bus came. I must say the bus driver was having andropause, he was pissed for no reason. I didn't know that going to Jurong Island (JI) is like going to Malaysia. We have to have a special pass and all of bags have to go through this scanning machine. The place was of tight security with armies and police officers all around. There also 2 huge dogs as big as a human. Scary....

The class starts at 9am. It was all lecture till 5pm with plenty of breaks and plenty to copy down. And there is a test tomorrow. It was jammed packed. My hands hurt.

That's about it.

Spend, spend, spend

2008-03-01T19:01:00.002+08:00

Well, to day I spent over $50 in preparation for AGM 2008 of which its design is purely by myself. Wanna see how it looks like? Wait till the actual day itself which is on Tuesday, 4 March 2008 where I'll be the host for the event.

Wierd Day

2008-02-29T19:57:00.003+08:00

I must say today is a wierd day for me just because my brother gave me money which he rarely or never done it before. He got his pay today. It's kind of awkward for me to accept the money but it's money! Who in the world would reject when people offer or rather gave money in this case? So I accept it despite the awkwardness. Hell yeah! He should do that like....everytime....? Haha. Hey, he's older than me. Aren't older siblings need to provide or took care of their younger siblings? Haha. As bad as you might think I am, I hope it's not a one time deal. Not only that, he should change his attitude too...like more matured, responsible....then I might show more respect to him. Well, I've tried to be more tolerant to him but sometimes it just got on to my nerves. Well, every patience has a limit to it.

Anyway, thanks for the money! =D

Tiring Day....

2008-02-28T23:36:00.002+08:00

Today was a very tiring day for me. It starts with my dance training at 9am at Yew Tee CC until 12pm. It was hardcore....or rather semi-hardcore, coz I experienced tougher trainings. Haha. Apart from the intensive training which consists mostly warm up, the long break of not doing all the stretching added more pain to the body.

After training, my friends and I went to McDonalds to have lunch. I'm actually on super tight budget so kind of reluctant to follow them. But my stomach was making noise, so I ended up buying student meal for McChicken.

Some of them left after finish eating except a few of us to discuss on our big project. Since I have time before my driving practical, I joined them. Yup, I have driving practical lesson at 3.20pm so I stayed with them till 2.45pm thinking I got enough time to reach SSDC at Yio Chu Kang. The moment I got on the MRT, it was already 2.50pm and the journey took me around 26mins.

Yes, I'm left with 5mins to get to the centre from the MRT. My legs were already tired from training, but to prevent from being late, I still ran. I reached at the car exactly before the instructor, who is my uncle, was preparing to drive off. I was panting like crazy. Haha.

My concentration were a bit more off but manage to persevere through the whole 2 hours. The engine stalled a few times though.

Well, I shall take a break from driving till next Saturday for my auto lesson.

That's about all for today. Ciaoz!

Kak Yana Birthday!

2008-02-27T21:53:00.004+08:00

Today is one of my closest cousin's birthday. Her name is Haliyana. I called her Kak Yana. She's *0 tiz year....it can be 20, 30, 40....you guess...Haha. Since my grandma is at my house, she brought a chocolate cake from Royals' Cake to my house and we celebrate with my other relatives. It was a happy event. Here are some pictures.....

On the road again....

2008-02-27T21:46:00.002+08:00

It has been 2 weeks since I drove a car. Well it's during the exam period so I have to dedicate the time to for revision even I still screwed for it. Haha. Well, I could still remembered everything I've learnt but the nerve is still there. Too many to install to my already packed brain. Haha. Anyway, I'm half way there. Another half to go before I could take my TP test hopefully by August. I have to cause my class ends in August.

Tomorrow, I will have another practical lessons. After this week, I'll be taking every Saturday. I know...it's more expensive...but what to do...during weekdays I have training at Jurong Island starting next week that ends at 4pm which I bet I'll be too tired to concentrate on the driving. Furthermore, the price is the same with the Saturday's lessons price as it's off-peak hours or is it peak hours? Either one...I don't know which one. Haha

My Grandma is back!

2008-02-26T23:34:00.003+08:00

My Grandma had been very sick....old kind of sick....She had been in the hospital for 8 days and finally she's been discharged. Nothing changed. Just that she's now at my house rather than in the hospital. How she ate is just like in the hospital...through tubes. My mum and her siblings shared among themselves to buy my grandma this hospital-like bed so that it's much more easier and comfortable for her (I guess).

It was sad to see her and her struggles. Hope she could persevere and may she could recover to her old state.